I’m staring at a blank page today, having some difficulty
when it comes to what I want to say. That’s interesting, considering a check in
doesn’t take much effort when I’m just looking back at what I’ve accomplished
the first half of this year.
While it’s easy enough to go back through the past six
months to take stock in what I’ve completed and make note of what projects I’m
in the middle of, my focus is a bit…distracted. Funny enough, I don’t think I
can put into words exactly what I’m distracted about.
I guess it’s just one of those days. It’s probably also the
perfect time for me to do some free writing – might help me dig up what’s vying
for my attention and figure out what I need to do about it.
But first, this post…
The first half of this year has gone fairly well, as I moved
in to a new routine after finally deciding to give up the day job so that I
could have more time to focus on my writing. I may have mentioned a change in
circumstances and my schedule, but I have yet to really discuss what prompted
the change or how it has been since I made the decision. It was not a decision
I made lightly and has been quite a transition mixed with both uncertainty and
excitement in what the future holds.
My distraction today may actually have something to do with
my taking stock in what I’ve been able to accomplish these past six months. It means
either giving myself a pat on the back for a job well done so far, or a kick in
the pants for not being further along than I expected at this point. It means
using the past six months as a gauge, and whether or not I’ll be happy with
what the gauge represents.
When I look at the past six months, I see forward movement
and that’s what matters most. I published my sixth book (4th in the
series), took part in two events where I spoke about my books and my writing
journey so far, attended a women’s business conference, took part in a number
of online webinars relating to writing and the business of marketing, most
recently which included a 12-day series for women entrepreneurs, and have continued
to work on multiple book projects I plan to publish later this year and early
next year.
Writing, researching, reading, learning – it all goes hand
in hand and it’s what will help me continue to move forward. What I continue to
learn, about myself and from others, gives me the ability to stay on task
because I’m able to:
- set clear goals,
- ground myself daily,
- commit to moving forward,
- remain confident,
- have clarity,
- stay consistent,
- manage my expectations,
- be intentional,
- inspire others, and
- find balance between daily to-do lists and self care.
My favorite saying I heard most recently during the
entrepreneur series was “where attention goes, energy flows.”
My attention has been focused on quite a few things,
certainly, but each involve forward movement in my writing journey so for that,
I’ll give myself a pat on the back.
