I was at a loss about what to blog about today and at first
I thought it was because of a lack of focus and the need to just get outside.
Then, I realized it’s possibly because I have too much to think about and I wasn’t sure which subject to focus on.
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| Jozee, balancing on a stick under water |
The reason for too many subjects is that I’ve been balancing
a number of challenges lately. The best way for me to work through them is to
write about them so I thought I’d share some of the details here.
First, my biggest challenge was the decision to
redo all of the covers on the Jorja Matthews mystery series. It’s been on my to-do list for
quite some time but my ability to finally figure it out is due, I believe, to
another challenge I’ve been taking part in (more on that in a minute). From
that point on I was buried with multiple tasks involved with what photos to use
on the books published so far, completing a re-edit on
Best Kept Secrets, reformatting the paperback interiors of
Ties That Bind and
Cross My Heart due to margin issues, completing the covers for all
of the eBooks, and pulling my hair out when the paperback covers took longer
than I would have liked. And, if that weren’t enough, after believing I was
finally done, I realized I should have looked at offering the paperbacks in a
matte finish instead of the glossy cover that has been the go-to format since
that’s what was used when the first novel in the series was originally
published. I’m now waiting to receive a proof copy of one of the books in a
matte finish to see how it looks and my hope is that I can switch all of the
books to that finish. That should be happening this week.
Whew!
If I’d known it was going to be this difficult, would I have
dealt with the hassle anyway? Yes, most definitely. This was a change that I’ve
wanted to make for quite some time and while I wish I had thought of it a
couple of books ago, I can now move on with the series and be happy that they
all have a similar look and theme.
So what challenge may have helped me pull the cover idea
from my subconscious? I’ll attribute it to finally trying my hand with morning
pages. I originally learned about morning pages from a speaker at a conference
I attended a year or two ago and after looking into the subject, I purchased The Artist’s Way by Julia Cameron, where
the idea of morning pages was birthed. Now, I’ll be honest in saying that I
bought the book, and I began to read it, and I began morning pages in January
2018 during my first month after leaving the day job. However, I only wrote
morning pages sporadically for two months. The next time I made any attempt at
morning pages wasn’t until March of this year – a whole year later!
If I knew then what I know now, I would have done better to
stick with it. Julia Cameron describes morning pages as three pages of
stream-of-consciousness longhand, or a brain dump. I’ve used them as a basic personal
brain dump but more often I use them as a creative brain dump. If something
personal is really bugging me, I’ll tend to get that out, but what I enjoy
using morning pages for is to let out all of my thoughts, questions and
concerns about my writing projects, marketing, branding and other topics with
the business of writing, the tingles of book or character ideas, and whatever
else flows freely from me when I’m in that zone. While I understand how writing
about personal frustrations can free a creative to think more on the creative
side of things, I’ve found that working through any creative issues in my
morning pages has been the best use of them. Case in point: the new cover idea
for the series. Also, new story ideas to include in my young adult novel and answers
to questions I had about the backstory on my characters in the new series I’m
working on. Those are just a few of the bulbs that went off in my head while taking
part in morning pages. There have been more when it comes to other areas in my
writing and even in my personal life.
I’ll stick with morning pages because they work for me. I
may not write every day, and it’s been an uphill climb in completing them on a
more regular basis, but forming new habits isn’t easy. While I only wrote morning
pages four days in March, I was able to write 11 days in April, 16 days in May
and so far for June I’ve written six out of nine days. That’s progress! Therefore,
I no longer wish to call the morning pages a “challenge” but instead, part of
my creative routine.
Speaking of forming habits, my other challenge involves just
that. I’m doing my best to form better habits for a morning routine. I’ve never
been a morning person. It’s a simple fact but not an excuse. I can still get a
lot done in a day but I tend to begin and end later. I’ve decided I’d like to
change that one simple fact about myself. I’d like to enjoy daybreak, have more
daylight hours for writing and feel good about using the rest of the day as I
see fit before an early bedtime. A while back I bought The Miracle Morning by Hal Elrod and was truly optimistic that a
book could help me get my butt out of bed earlier. I tried and I failed. But I
know now that my attempts were not driven by the right need; my reason “why.” I’ve
since changed my mindset, I have my “why” and I’m taking baby steps to form
better habits and a regular morning routine (to include morning pages) when I
do finally get my butt out of bed. I’m currently using The Morning Sidekick Journal (created by Amir Atighehchi, Ari
Banayan & Mikey Ahdoot) and I’ve really enjoyed using this journal. While
getting up earlier is still a work in progress, I’m on the 21st day
out of 66 and I’m seeing progress. The fact that I enjoy using this journal
through my journey is a bonus. While getting out of bed earlier every day is a challenge,
forming habits that make my days better and more productive is the bonus I’m
striving for and will be well worth it in the end.
On top of all that, I’ve started a new exercise routine. And
that is most definitely a challenge! But I enjoy the exercises, many of which include
weight lifting and high intensity workouts with varying exercises and so far I’m
enjoying them.
Are all these challenges a lot to take one? Not really,
since each one helps me with a key area in life: writing, creativity, productivity
and health. These are areas I should always invest in and which will benefit me
greatly if I continue to focus on them.
What about you? Are you a creative who has tried morning
pages? Are you a night owl trying to form an earlier morning routine? Have you
tried to form new habits overall and if so, how did it go?
Whether you’re a night owl or an early bird, I hope you have
a creative and productive day!
My name is Paula Howell but I write under my nickname, P.J. Howell. My current published titles include a mystery series, as well as a few short stories and a non-fiction. The Jorja Matthews mystery series is about a female private investigator. The reader tags along while Jorja works as a PI on legal cases and attempts to unravel mysteries surrounding her own family history.
