One year ago today I shared the news that No Mother of Mine was available in paperback. While the eBook had been released the month before, I was thrilled when the paperback became available because after working on the book for a year, I finally had a tangible object I was able to hold to prove it hadn’t all been a dream.
Did I really
know what I was getting myself in to when I first wrote, “She awkwardly carried
the bundles wrapped in the sheet as she left the house by the back door,” as
part of the prologue? Did I really think
I’d actually publish the book or was there nagging doubt that it would just
fizzle into nonexistence? Did I feel
confident enough to share the story and the characters with my family, my
friends…even strangers? Was I ready for
the world to read, review, critique and respond to the book, whether the
feedback was good or bad?
I bet if I
had thought much about it, all the doubts and fears would have kept my fingers
stiff and unproductive over the keyboard.
Instead, I wrote for myself, not for others and not based on what I
thought they may or may not like. It is
advice I’ve heard again and again over the past two years and it’s probably the
best advice any writer can receive. You
must write for yourself; plain and simple.
Doing so leads to a much greater satisfaction than if you struggle to
create only what you believe others will buy.
So I wrote a
story, even though I had no idea whether others would enjoy it. Once I finally finished the first draft of No Mother of Mine, I was then brave
enough to tell everyone about it. It was
a big secret I kept from all but a few, so when I finally put it in writing as
the first post on this blog, I knew I had cemented my fate. There was no turning back or I’d risk letting
myself down, as well as many others who expressed their belief in me.
There are
many turning points when it comes to writing, as well as many firsts which
happen again and again with each book and will likely feel just as nerve-racking
the 10th or 20th time as it did the first. I truly hope I get to find out if that’s
true. After just publishing my second
book, I know I have a ways to go but I have a head full of ideas and many years
ahead to get them all down on paper.
Here’s to another
year with Jorja and the rest of the characters and here’s to another year with
great friends and readers like you.